second chances, big dreams and getting there

why in the hell to infinity and beyond? i have got yanni's action figure of buzzlightyear on my cluttered desk along with kermit the frog and 6 froggy band players, and so--go figure!
well,i kind of decided to create a new blog account just so i could share the hows and the whys of nalot soriano-pascua at thirty. (OMG! 30?)
yup, where am i right now? Married to a wonderful man, my best friend for the last 4 years, and finally tied the knot early this year with three wonderful and intelligent children, cedric at 12 is in second year high school, camille at 10 is in 6th grade and gianni 9, 4th grade.

where i am.. just starting over and what a start it is? don and i own a company--Professional Transcription, our new baby for the time being, until we can afford to have another one.

thinking about it, it has been a long and treacherous journey getting here. countless offices where i worked, names and faces that were either nice or not so nice i decided to venture on to other areas where i thought i could be good at, and now this, something i absolutely love doing, some may even call it boring, but imagine being within the comforts of your home and being with your family while earning, beats going from place to place and getting along with bosses to earn measly minimum pay, and then they do not give you your much deserved 13th month pay. dang! i would rather be with my family and get two hours of sleep everyday, but have my kids to hug and tell stories to, and have the hubby cuddle with after a long, and when i say long, i mean, really long day's work. and i do not have to explain why i am beat like a dog to him because he knows exactly what i go through because he goes through the same thing.

i love being where i am now. i do not regret any of the decisions i have made and i have proven once again that i have not made the wrong choice. looking back, i once dreamed of going elsewhere to make my dreams come true and hoping that knight in shining armor would be there to sweep me off my feet, damn! i was swept alright, my dreams swept right off to the Pacific ocean only to find out that--hahah, now this is ironic 5 months after i got married, the prince did too--that is not sour graping everyone, that is just the classic well, she hurt me, i have to get back. well, let me say, all is well, and i wish you good luck too, and may you have the same blessings i have had too. too much for that, otherwise, i might just get a non-stop rant and playful jokes from don with this note.

well, let me tell you that i have married the man in my dreams. (yep! he claims i am obsessed with him.) but, truth of the matter is, he is not perfect. not even close, but i guess it is his imperfections that had endeared me to him and i can shout to the whole world that i love this man, warts and all.

Don shared his life with me as i did mine with him, and it had been a good start for both of us and we are still hoping to get that honeymoon we never had, but i guess what really matters is that, we both share the same big dreams and the route getting there, we are it taking together.

God does watch over us. He led us to where we should be, and we did not have to look far, nor go anywhere else to make those dreams come true.

so well, let this be the beginning of something greater as a bid farewell to my past and look forward to our future, my present is good, no not good, excellent! I have found where I am supposed to be and happy being here.